A friend of mine suggested I should start a blog. I've been messing with not wanting to do it but, it's really time to stop messing around and just put it out there.
So, I have been on this kick of self psycho analysis and self discovery since about December 2007. Which was the month and year that my concept of where I'm suppose to be and what my purpose is in life fell apart in my mind.
Like every young person around the age of 18-20yrs. old give or take a few months I had just gotten out of high school and I was looking for something to do. I had two options according to my mother go to college or work and pay some bills. College seemed like the better option. I felt stagnated after high school I needed a challenge. So within a year after working hard for money doing everything and anything I had applied for a couple colleges and gotten accepted to IADT (International Academy of Design and Tech) in Tampa,FL. I thought that I would be able to take this challenge head on and come out the other side with a degree. Thats not what happened.
What did happen is.
I ended up goin down there and meeting some really cool friends. Who are friends of mine to this day. But, came back with no degree there for failing in my purpose. what I cam e back with was just a whole bunch of unacredited credits. Which I found out that that's what most colleges look for creditation. I have so many credits in fact I have enough to have an Associates degree. Which for what I want to do isn't goin to be enough. I atleast need a Bachelor's.
So after college went searching I have essentially been asking myself questions that really have no answer.
All in hopes of finding out what it is I want to do or ought to do to get that drive back. It's really like falling off a bike for the first time. Before you fall off the bike your taking all kinds of risks but, after you begin to ease up and be cautious about what it is that you do. And how you go about doing it. But, I won't give up 'cause I have a dream for myself. And I refuse to give up on it.
So welcome to my journey.......(to be cont.)
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